Please correct the system Disability!
E 'for people in our country that is facing a nightmare when you deleted without any guilt. I can tell stories of all, so I can share my story, although there is a bit 'like mine, each with its own set of circumstances, but with the same results when they tried to get disability benefits.
I am a 38 year old single mother of two children. At one point, I considered myself as a survivor of a terrible childhood full ofemotional neglect, physical and sexual abuse, and a system is terribly flawed expectations. All my life I have been forced to fight each goal, and most of the time pay, if I am not a target, I could barely a. It was not for lack of trying, rather, my emotional state at the time I reached adulthood, at best, broken. I was at my birth parents, the system of custody and the body to give me a woman who does not hesitate to offend me not to accept failurecruel and way more personal than you can imagine. Now I just want to exist, are in trouble as I have never fought before them only a day or sometimes even an hour.
Immediately after high school, college, I tried, but failed and withdrew after one year. I then integrated into the army, with a job as a controller. Because of my emotional problems, and my inability to maintain a degree of moderation, I was forced to go on leave from the army. I just wantShe was married and has two children, but I'm not in my effort of a woman and a mother, and eventually lost both my husband and my children for another woman.
I was out of the deep side, have two children, my children with me, but their fathers were both absent because of my wrong choices. I was in danger of losing these kids, and because of my inability to take care of them as they deserve, and my growing mental instability.
I could not create a single job for ten takeyears, and was a great task. Unfortunately, I have battled severe depression for years and has been with bipolar disorder and a few spiritual themes that have been diagnosed in 2005. So I had to quit my job, but not an attempt to work, which failed because my health has caused me too many days of losing their jobs and I was at my son's birthday, sacked after only three months back on track . I was expelled a month before I was fired from the house where they lived for ten years because I could no longer pay the rent andlost my first new car is a car that I worked hard. We lived in a motel since then and I fell three months behind in rent.
Over the past two years, I was pretty useless. My children have lost a lot of schools, and last year were delayed so badly that we had to go to court and my daughter is not really a degree, is a repeat of this year. We are a couple of help through DHR has received, but it seems that the legendary band-aid. We do a lotbetter, but this school year, but we still have some improvements to make, but we're working on it.
Thanks to a family very close, caring friend, we slipped that the homeless, but the danger still tease from a distance, in the district, because the game can continue to pay our way, and I do not want to carry our weight . I worked since I was 17 and had always taken care of me, except the two years I was married.
Orphans gedesintegreerd my life before my eyes.Everything I have ever worked with, both materially and personally already, but it disappeared. I was in advising on and most of my life because I know that my eyes have so many problems, not in my power to solve it by myself no more. The damage to me as a kid is still strong, and in combination with bipolar disorder, is still hampered my ability to function anywhere near what a normal person would do. Every day I wish it were not so, but it is.
Mywhole life, I had some difficulty. I had to fight the system of foster care, an extremely abusive foster mother, my husband, my problems caused by reckless and cruel choices and actions of others, and now I'm fighting for the system of handicap for a small monthly and see what I worked hard half of my life.
We are applying for disability, which was promptly denied, file an appeal and wait for long months and years. When we finally have our approval, we are still waitingmore for a small sum of money, while our lawyers are often guide to pay. Meanwhile, we deal with our disease, trying to keep our families together, we lose our jobs, our homes, possessions, and sometimes, our lives on hold.
No one can ever predict a disease, and many of us can work an opportunity not to save enough money, not give us last year for the company. The majority of people living wages, salaries, and when that salary was suddenly disappear because of the thingsWe are not able to control our suffering in many ways. We feel a multitude of emotions in the face of a life-changing diseases and problems with the system of disability, fear, frustration, anger, indignation, pain, when our lives as we knew is gone.
I was told that was approved, but I'm still waiting for something to come in, so I can pay rent, buy much needed clothing for my children, buy a new toothbrush more than once, l ' year to buy toilet paper, buy another pair of jeans.
Toonce I was not all that-that I was able to work and care for me and my family. Is no longer an option for me. My choice is to work, but my mind and my body refuses to go with my desire to remain an instrumental, self-sufficient and productive member of this country.
I asked in a position to make a difference to solve the system of disability so people do not lose everything, we have been. Please correct the system, because one day is possible that in ourshoes, and is a long, painful and very hard to what I want on a 'soul in this world.